Life of a fairy

That gun is loaded but its not in my hand, the fire's burning but its not me who holds the matches.. Here I go. thinking, analyzing, trying to understand the human race and all its imminent forces. Its official, I start my journey in just a few short months and while saving my pennies, all I that is left is to decide where I start. My ESL will be finished so while traveling I plan to start teaching English whether it be volunteer or as a job is up in the air right now, knowing me - I'll probably do both. There's so many places I want to go though its hard to narrow it down. I can do South America or Thailand and Indonesia for a few months, travelling alone will be kind of scary and all the more exciting. In the mean time, I stay here in a snowy city that even in the dustiest corners is filled with love. I can't see that I've got red hands. Where my heart once was is no longer here. I've seen it all before, back out and everything's changing, so what are...

As I mentioned earlier, I am completing a bucket lis.t A list of 100 things I feel I should accomplish before my   time is up. These are not wild, outrageous things, there simple things, life evolving, character building things I feel I will regret when Im 80, sitting in my rocking chair over looking the vast ocean, writing my memoires. Do not judge the mind of a fairy, as it works in mysterious ways. Also I created this list when I was 18 so I feel I owe it to 18 year old me to keep my word. Here we go! 1.) Step foot on at least 5 continents. 2.) Sky Dive 3.) Scuba Dive 4.) Have my art displayed in public 5.) Crash a wedding 6.) Have my own wedding 7.) See a Manchester United Game 8.) Take the 1st flight out 9.) Go skiing in Colorado 10.) Pay for a complete strangers meal 11.) Earn 1 000 000 travel miles 12.) Go Ziplining  13.) Visit the Rainforest 14.) Go white water rafting 15.) Ride in a Hot Air balloon 16.) Watch the sunset off a cliff over looking the ...