I don`t think we`ve ever been completely honest with eachother.. So let me tell you all the things I`ve buried deep inside. For starters, I have never stopped loving you. You got distant, I got scared Maybe you were scared too. We were Young, maybe too young A very close friend asked me on average, how many times you cross my mind, Truth is, only once.. Because you never really left. But I`m scared. hell you terrify me. The idea of letting you get too close... Of you seeing the parts me I desperately want to hide.. Of you realising I`m not the one you wanted.. Of getting attached and you running. Maybe we`ll meet again one day, when your not so broken and I`m not so jealous. Maybe one day we`ll be right for each other and it won`t be so hard for you to love me I really hope that one day we`ll reconnect because no one has ever caught my heart in quite the same way.
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Lately, you've been crossing my mind more often than not. I'm not sure what that space is between seconds is called, but your constantly there. Thinking back to it, I don't regret anything. The first time I laid eyes on you I knew, you would become someone important to me. And you are. I want you to know I wasn't always like this. I was cold, I still am. But you got under my skin, you caught me off guard. Instead of pushing you away I held you closer. I allowed myself to feel everything instead of dismissing every notion. So tell me pretty lies, Look me in the face Tell me that you love me Even if its fake, I have feelings for you, I act like i dont fucking care Like they ain``t even there, Cause Im so fucking scared.