I don`t think we`ve ever been completely honest with eachother..
So let me tell you all the things I`ve buried deep inside.
For starters, I have never stopped loving you.
You got distant, I got scared
Maybe you were scared too.
We were Young, maybe too young
A very close friend asked me on average, how many times you cross my mind,
Truth is, only once..
Because you never really left.

But I`m scared. hell you terrify me.
The idea of letting you get too close...
Of you seeing the parts me I desperately want to hide..
Of you realising I`m not the one you wanted..
Of getting attached and you running.

Maybe we`ll meet again one day, when your not so broken and I`m not so jealous.
Maybe one day we`ll be right for each other and it won`t be so hard for you to love me
I really hope that one day we`ll reconnect because no one has ever caught my heart in quite the same way.


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