Oh Dear,

Tonight's a writing night, its raining, im not working and basically these thoughts need to be verbalized and heard. I wrote this last week and after careful editing im posting it. Its happening, Watch out world I'm coming through!

On Monday I was feeling a bit off, maybe that's because it was a bad case of the Monday's  or maybe it was because the series of events over the weekend had led me to the realization that the men I meet through friends, or have previously encountered have some serious screws loose. Their chromosomes don't match up. It physically doesn't make sense to me how they can act in such a manner. This was a day were I really feel like everything was put into perspective and that my previous feelings and thoughts were correct.

Thank you Dr. Joyce Brothers, you have proved me right once again.

Lets get honest here, I mean the kind of honestly you portray when your about to lose the love of your life and your using everything you have to prevent it. The kind of honesty that unites you and the world in unspeakable ways. Lets talk about it.

Lets talk about two people coming together in the hopes that something great comes of it.

There's usually that talk that comes out of nowhere, where you know neither one of you is really ready, ones been crushed in more ways then a bag of ice and the other just isn't really down, doesn't want to start anything because their waiting for something better. But its been established that their has been a thought and folks I'm here to remind you;  please don't talk about anything at 2 am, it never really leads to anything spectacular. In my case it was less then spectacular, it was a bordello to end all bordello's. But after endlessly explaining it will not work, it is too confusing, it feels too forced, its smoke with no fire, want with no desire, you say we'll see what happens to just give it a break.

Have you ever had that one person that you like, that you want, but they don't? It's like being kicked while your down. Even better, you erase that thought from your head, build a bridge and get over it, and then they start to like you? WHAT IS IT WITH MEN?! So you decide well why not, let's leave it to the Gods and see what happens. Then something happens and once again you get kicked again? C'mon now universe, that's just fighting dirty.

I'm going to break it down you every man out there that say the girl you like only dates assholes; If your hanging out, whether it be alone or with a  few friends, and you've had some alcohol in you to boost your confidence, and she gets up to leave and you say goodnight - please do not get mad at her because you didn't have the balls to make a move, because that makes you that asshole. I mean if you tried and were denied I would understand your crushed ego, but if you did nothing and expected results you should definitely check yourself, because you just wrecked yourself. 

Seriously, its really put all the men i've known into perspective, there is something seriously wrong if men honestly think they can run around treating women like this. Bro, I just want you to fully understand when she never speaks to you again, you fully earned it!