It's that life altering love, the changing one, the long distance one.
It's not like the love that's constantly surrounding you, it's the kind that. survives only by phone calls and short term trips. It's having someone fully understand you, a different kind of intimacy
It's the kind that opens you, teaches you and tears you open. It's more vulnerable then everyday love.

I've had that ex...
The cheater, the womanizer, the nice guy gone bad, the one you thought would always be there
Not all the same of course, but small pieces of each found in every one...
Well it seams I've found all in one
The one I thought would be different, but your just the same
Told me pretty lies but they were just lies all the same
I'm better without you, you let me down.
your good at that, making people believe they are more important to you then they actually are.
Was it hard, Letting go? Not as hard as holding onto to something that wasn't real. I deserve someone who actually gives a fuck about me because I've spent my entire life making other people happy. When all they did was leave.

This is a shout out to my ex, heard your in love with someone else 
Shout out to my ex, your really quite the man
Made my heart break and that made me who I am

Excerpts from a story I'll never tell...

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